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Fear of the darkness I fear the darkness.
I'm afraid that I will be swallowed by the darkness of my sorrow,
Blood and darkness is all I left of my pathetic existence.  
A thread is all I cling to as I hover above a pool of hate,
That I had created in my dreams.

I fear the darkness.
Closing my eyes is impossible,
When I do I can hear my past screams for help.
Help is what I need,
Is there anybody out there who can save me?

I fear the darkness.
The darkness has tainted not only my body but my mind and heart.
Trembling poisons my hands as I reach for the gun on my bed side,
If I don't kill myself, the darkness will.
I'm I better off dead any
Princess of my dead You are the princess of my dead,
Floating and taunting me from hell,
Baby you are my princess of my bloody dead.

Spider webs cover your sweet desist body,
Soft as velvet but scratches like sandpaper
Oh baby you are my princess of my dead.

Angels so pure cannot compare
To you because you're so fair,
Love like mine and yours is dark,
But only because of my demons mark.

The sweet words I write to you
Are truly fake.
Even so; my love
You are my princess of my dead.

Close the door
And turn off the lights,
Leave me alone,
Save me, my princess of my dead.
You hated me You laughed when I fell
You watched me kill myself
You hated me silently
You loved me secretly

I slapped you when you laughed
I cried when you watched me die
I knew you were disgusted of me
I loved you loudly

When you cried
I cried
When you lied
I lied

When you died
I said horrible things to your mother
You pretended to love me
So I pretended to love you

Tonight when I sleep
You will come to me in my dreams
You will say you love me
But the truth is you have always hated me
Back Stabber Back Stabber

How long must I wait
Till you come and save me
I lay in a puddle of blood
You promised me the that the pain would fade in time

You said you would come back for me
I can feel the knife in my back
where you had stabbed me
Tears fall down my face troubling the blood

Stains cover my body
That you had left
you promised me no more pain
and the world

Limbo is where I stand
Revenge fills my eyes
and sorrow swallows my soul
am I a fool

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You hated me

by ~SethAdams

You laughed when I fell
You watched me kill myself
You hated me silently
You loved me secretly

I slapped you when you laughed
I cried when you watched me die
I knew you were disgusted of me
I loved you loudly

When you cried
I cried
When you lied
I lied

When you died
I said horrible things to your mother
You pretended to love me
So I pretended to love you

Tonight when I sleep
You will come to me in my dreams
You will say you love me
But the truth is you have always hated me
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This is a true poem, I didnt want to write this but I had to....
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~NikonThaIcon Mar 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
sad... but I know where you're coming from... :|
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~pokemonlover7 Feb 16, 2012  Student Writer
Awwww so sad. It a really good poem. :hug: to you

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~Brici5 Feb 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
a beautiful poem and it seems you suffered while writing this?
this is awesome

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Is smoke and mirrors
Still given everything, may I be deserving

And there forever remains that change from G to Em" - Tuomas Holopainen
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~StrangexxxBlood Feb 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
This is beautiful...I feel like I can relate but I also feel like I'm experiencing something new. You're a good writer <3
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!N3KKOCACTUS Feb 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
this is beautiful
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~Crownclown16 Feb 12, 2012
lovely. i really like this, i would love to give this poem to my mom

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~VIVAjase Feb 12, 2012
This reminds me of a song called Valentine by The Wombats.... which is a coincidence since tomorrow is....

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Mood: Optimism ~J-Pop187 Feb 12, 2012
it's okay be honest with yourself every one has things they keep in. for example I push someone I cared for away because I was afraid of getting hurt but I was more afraid of hurting them some times kindness can be very cruel but just keep moving forward
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~Reichieru-Uchiha Feb 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
It's good to get things out sometimes.

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Mood: Wow! ~ZenatheZee Feb 12, 2012
Hauntingly beautiful, but oh, so sad.

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<Pulls out megaphone>
AND THIS,
SPEAKS LOUDER,
THAN ACTIONS!

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Ashley by ~SethAdams
Restless It's on nights like these that make me restless,
When the moon is lonesome and the midnight stars are swallowed by darkness.
On nights like these-
I can't help but question my life.

The smell of smoked cherry wood crosses me,
As I lay in the wrist cutting grass.
The wind abuses me-
Slapping me in the face screeching in pain.

Lighting flashes in the distance-
But no sound.
Thunder is a stranger to me
On these nights.

Sounds of wind chimes,
And trees blowing.
Struggle into my ears as I ignore the natures-
For natures cries of redemption.

Letters to the dead
And poems to the restless.
I eat my words tonight
Cause it's aRestless by ~SethAdams
Close your eyes Close your eyes,
And kiss me.
When you heart touches mine,
I can hardly breathe.
Your warm breath comforts my lips,
As my lips tremble beneath yours.

Close your eyes,
And dream of me,
Because you know I dream of you.
Dream of me holding your hand,
Squeeze it tight so I can't let go;
Only god will know…..

Close your eyes
And love me dearly,
Nobody else other than me
I am the only one.
So please sing me one last song,
Let me hear your love song words, before I go.

Close your eyes
And never open them again.
Only I can see your deep pools,
That holds your soul,
Bitter but lovely
Only for me.Close your eyes by ~SethAdams
Fear of the darkness I fear the darkness.
I'm afraid that I will be swallowed by the darkness of my sorrow,
Blood and darkness is all I left of my pathetic existence.  
A thread is all I cling to as I hover above a pool of hate,
That I had created in my dreams.

I fear the darkness.
Closing my eyes is impossible,
When I do I can hear my past screams for help.
Help is what I need,
Is there anybody out there who can save me?

I fear the darkness.
The darkness has tainted not only my body but my mind and heart.
Trembling poisons my hands as I reach for the gun on my bed side,
If I don't kill myself, the darkness will.
I'm I better off dead anyFear of the darkness by ~SethAdams
Princess of my dead You are the princess of my dead,
Floating and taunting me from hell,
Baby you are my princess of my bloody dead.

Spider webs cover your sweet desist body,
Soft as velvet but scratches like sandpaper
Oh baby you are my princess of my dead.

Angels so pure cannot compare
To you because you're so fair,
Love like mine and yours is dark,
But only because of my demons mark.

The sweet words I write to you
Are truly fake.
Even so; my love
You are my princess of my dead.

Close the door
And turn off the lights,
Leave me alone,
Save me, my princess of my dead.Princess of my dead by ~SethAdams
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