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Back StabberBack Stabber

How long must I wait
Till you come and save me
I lay in a puddle of blood
You promised me the that the pain would fade in time

You said you would come back for me
I can feel the knife in my back
where you had stabbed me
Tears fall down my face troubling the blood

Stains cover my body
That you had left
you promised me no more pain
and the world

Limbo is where I stand
Revenge fills my eyes
and sorrow swallows my soul
am I a fool

Never Letting GoHe was always alone.
Always putting on a pained smile,
Always twiddling his thumbs,
Always straying from the group.
He barely spoke,
He barely laughed,
Until she came along.
With her, he smiled,
He laughed,
He lived.
She barely spoke,
She barely laughed,
She barely lived.
Without her, he smiled,
He laughed,
He screamed.
Without her, he began anew,
He built,
He danced.
With her, he was happy,
He smiled,
He laughed,
He cracked.

You!
I saw you, I fell for you.
Not for your body, your good looks.
Though you are truly gorgeous,
there is something far more amazing:
You!
Your mind, your soul.
That's you, and only you.
That's what I love.
You're my desire.
You!

You'll neverI'm in pain.
But you'll never see it.

I'm screaming inside.
But you'll never hear it.

I'm hurting.
But you'll never feel it.

I'm fading away.
But you'll never…… Care

Everything I won't say - Valentine'sToo much is going through my head for me to stay quiet,
My heart wouldn't let me live if I won't let it out,
But i know better than to ruin what you have at the moment,
Then again,is it for the best that I don't tell you my hurt?

I know everything ended where it should
Even if we both went through so much pain and misery,
I can't change the past but I wouldn't even if I could,
because I would never change my feelings or memory

I won't tell you I loved you the most,
or that i'd do anything to have you again,
I won't tell you it should be in his place,
or that he'd never do the things I'd do,
I won't tell you all this
because I l

LonelyA shy little girl
all on her own
starting a new life
yet still alone:

Things were going
to be different
things were going
to change:

But she still
sits in her dorm
no more than
a two word exchange:

Food always tastes better
when with friends
sometimes she sits
there and pretends:

A safe haven to learn
she thought she'd call home
has turned into a hell
with no one to know:

She though she
could be visible
everyone here
could see:

but things never
are what they seem
and she will never
have a happy ending:--

Without You...I've written you love letters,
torn between ink, tears and pain
a bouquet of deadly flowers,
born in the red fluid of my blood
they disappeared in the wind, my petals
through the edges of a snowy and cold winter
my heart like a cardinal bird kept a pillow
of feathers and sorrow,
a set of memories beating slow
as my pale face, seemed to grow and grow
staring at the night jewels of your eyes
and bathing in me like the Moon glow
the silver blade caused a sudden flow
a rage within my fingers invoking darkness
a void of nothingness,
where loneliness lived and died
without you...

Does this make me a bad person?I smile and tell them I'm okay
I don't let out my feelings
Because I don't know what to say
Does this make me a bad person?

My demons never go away
They hide in my heart
They're here to stay
Does this make me a bad person?

I'm jealous when I see
Them happy, having fun
Without me
Does this make me a bad person?

I don't want them to get along
Grow and love and have fun
While I'm gone
Does this make me a bad person?

I still can't stand my weight
Though I tried to stop
I ate and ate
Does this make me a bad person?

I still feel ugly
And when they tell me I'm not
I can't see what they mean
Does this make me a bad person?

Tied to YouThere was something that kept me
Tied to you
Like an invisible thread
Tied around our hearts,
That kept us connected
Even through the rough spots,
But your words,
And at times your silence,
Cut through the thread
Until one day it snapped
And I floated off alone,
Without you.

Honesti have to be honest with this
i cant lie to fix this mess
and i dont want to have any regrets
no more than i already kept

i have to be truthful about this
see i'm nice not a bitch
and if you look deep you'll find bliss
enough to keep you for my kiss

i have to be open about this
boy we have taken a bit of a twist
in the place we were is now switched
going crazy i cant resist

i have to be upright about this
leave everything smooth not a crisp
i want no more bumps in this relationship
i am tired of crying loudly about it

A Million TearsA million tears could never heal
This broken heart, this broken heart
In you I know I'll always feel
A ton of love, that was there from the start.
Us, together
We're torn apart, torn apart
I hope you know you'll always be
A part of my heart, a part of my heart.
Because no one ever will compare
To how we were, before we fell apart.

Cold in the NightThe night is beautiful as I stare at the sky,
And it reminds me somehow of your eyes.
So I wonder if, wherever you are,
You are looking up at these same stars.

The snow is cold, but I cannot feel anything;
I can only hear the song that the night sings.
The full moon’s light falls down just like tears,
And, darling, I can almost feel you here.

All at once I am desperate, so lost and so cold
Though not from winter’s iron-ice hold.
I am caressed by winter’s fingers, its frost in my veins
But I know that this chill is just not the same.

I want nothing more than to be lost in this icy hour,
To disperse into a million pin-prick

AftermathAftermath

I have made some critical decisions
Examined the thoughts locked inside
Took up the blade, made incisions
Then started cutting into my mind
That pain was comforting and warm
Layers of delusions peeling away
My last defence against the storm
Years of longing just couldn't stay

Two seasons of the same infection
Were forcefully cut from my heart
There was no point in my affection
So I killed it, and ripped it apart
Stamped out the last of the fires
When the only solution was violence
To destroy all those futile desires
Replaced now by sickening silence

Banishing the anger and frustration
Casting my feelings into exile

So Called Friends.I was there for you,
So why werent you for me?

I dropped everything when you called,
So why not for me?

I made time for you guys,
So why didnt I get the same?

When I smiled and laughed,
What about you?

My laughter and happiness,
Was yours at me not with?

When I thought I could trust you,
Were you merely telling others?

I thought you were my friends,
Were we friends?

The laughing, the taunting and the name calling,
Was everything we had just pretend to know my secrets?

You guy's turned out to be my so called 'friends',
Why did you want to hurt me, use me and taunt me?

Am I nothing more than a mere puppet on strings?
Was I th

Love is blind?Love is blind?
It sure is!
Or would be,
If that would matter at all.

But does it really?
Isn't it the truth,
When the shiny light
Brightens everything around it,
And thus,
The formerly so dark,
So shadowy creatures
Once begin toturn their backs
From the grip of evil,
And by the shiny light,
They forced to close their eyes,
And see that richness inside,
What they always ignored,
When they believed,
That they see „clearly"
In their real world?

And is that blindness
A foolish belief,
Of an unaware adventurer,
When he's about to face
His impending destiny?

Or is it an action,
That the satisfied child does,
When aft

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You hated me

by ~SethAdams, Feb 11, 2012, 9:15:16 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

You laughed when I fell
You watched me kill myself
You hated me silently
You loved me secretly

I slapped you when you laughed
I cried when you watched me die
I knew you were disgusted of me
I loved you loudly

When you cried
I cried
When you lied
I lied

When you died
I said horrible things to your mother
You pretended to love me
So I pretended to love you

Tonight when I sleep
You will come to me in my dreams
You will say you love me
But the truth is you have always hated me

You hated meby ~SethAdams

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This is a true poem, I didnt want to write this but I had to....

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~NikonThaIcon Mar 10, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

sad... but I know where you're coming from...

*xXxEmoGothicFairyxXx Feb 16, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Awwww so sad. It a really good poem.

to you

~Brici5 Feb 14, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

a beautiful poem and it seems you suffered while writing this?
this is awesome

~KingCockroach Feb 13, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

This is beautiful...I feel like I can relate but I also feel like I'm experiencing something new. You're a good writer <3

!N3KKOCACTUS Feb 12, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

this is beautiful

~Crownclown16 Feb 12, 2012

lovely. i really like this, i would love to give this poem to my mom

~VIVAjase Feb 12, 2012

This reminds me of a song called Valentine by The Wombats.... which is a coincidence since tomorrow is....

~J-Pop187 Feb 12, 2012

it's okay be honest with yourself every one has things they keep in. for example I push someone I cared for away because I was afraid of getting hurt but I was more afraid of hurting them some times kindness can be very cruel but just keep moving forward

~Reichieru-Uchiha Feb 12, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

It's good to get things out sometimes.

~ZenatheZee Feb 12, 2012

Hauntingly beautiful, but oh, so sad.

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